over-worried=.="

It's the period week.swt..

just realised cos the pain[signal] is indifferent like the past period weeks.

cos it ain't that painful ;painful till sometimes;

I even try to use the only solution[I thought] to stay away from the pain-

committing suicide.

That's stupid apparently.
screwed by mum before.But whenever it comes[the pain] ,
I am always have such thought.=.=

*guessed is the blessings from the 9 Emperor God that it ain't that suffering.

still I am over-worried.
cos I have asked Manson,Ufatt&Cherrie ;will I pass away?[for the unknown pain]=.="
But still the worries have got to me.cos when I was about to press the aching part;it hurts.

This wound won't seemed to heal;
This pain is just the real'
It's just too much that time cannot erase

Ciao~