Words.

Just finished exams,,computing theory paper was the last paper.
Gosh,I felt as if my lips were burning now,they were so RED,and I felt as if my surrounding was "freezing" tho I didn't switch on the air-con,must be ill =(

Okay..this post will be very RAnDOM:From A to Z [that random]just ignored the crap..
Since September,I have found my Omuni and Apuchi. Omuni in korean means Mum while Apuchi is also in korean and it means Dad.

Between I love lying on OMMA'S chest[I am not a Pervert LOL,anyway reasonanble for a daughter to act soXD]

Omuni and I

=D [broad smile]

This is Apuchi.


Apuchi was "Lecturing" Fafa xD

:]

Prefer the right drink sort of like eating cornflakes[yum],blue thingy was with a little liquor but it had drowsed me,till the NEXT DAY[12 hours]..
*shoot* but not a bad try.I am 18 infact.but no more second time!*promised*
They were moments when we went celebrating a bit earlier
before the actual day of MANSON 's 18th [15.11]
HALOWEEN SEASON

Dear Dennis&Joe,

Can I hug you guys *hugs* Just did..=)
Dennis,thanks for the words ,evry single mingle means lot and awakened me from building castles in th air. You are great cos you didn't mean I'm a "stranger" to you =)teehe.Thanks lots.

Joe,stop with those DOTA=.= You either.When I am ...,you are not there to by my side..It's ok as I know you still concern of x) [touched]What you said was totally right, and when I am back.I will defintely be the girl that you know,that Craps lot and laughs lot with any tiny little jokes,the happy-go-lucky girl.I promised ;) after all,life is meant to be HAPPY. Thank you.

Joe, the smile you wish to see=]

To someone ,
Sorry for gripping or ruining your emo.I didn't know about it..Yea,I am naive,sometimes, it does really annoy others.it's natural.How I wish I am not,but it's impossible to change. The following days should be and must be the most happy days before the year ends. cos everything will be ended with a full-stop after that.Everything will be just left with memories or will be forgotten like the dust flowing into the midst. Time does wipe everything away.Memories are just memories[ i don't want] But this is reality and therefore very CRUEL.
I gave you my word to back to Normal.[How I wish it won't end=.=]
Anyway, you are one of the most straight forward person that I know throughout my 18 years. You can just estimate what others feel ,going to do,etc.

[pissed me off sometimes,cos you are S,that's your personalities!]

tho at times you lied at me,but for you,it's nothing about lies,just jokes,without jokes,life could have be very bored.This is what you told me.[glad that you LIED for certain things] I wish I could have been like you mad at this moment,the next moment a happy person.
Anyway,grateful to have you as friend.I shouldn't demand for more.My other friends said this to me too. I just realised.O ya..i don't know why what you said totally influence me lots..You couldn't believe that I remember evry single words..You said..you wrote..[include the lies]
I guess you will be the one that I would just never ever have forgotten even when if I loss my memories one day. It's hard to forgot a TRUE enough Friends.
How I wish that extra could be useful in my studies.
*But I have to tell you, at times I am not mad or going to do what you feel like,still your instincts are so strong,much stronger than any of us *

Surnames.Noticed mine?Thanks,manson.

This is the last time to get it right

This is the last chance to make our mark
History will know who we are!
Right now I can hardly breath
You can do it just know that I believe.
And that's all I really need
Then come on,
Now or Never.

Ciao~

Specially for DARLING

Dear Darling,
I am not sure whether you will read this or not..Previously I was so damn sorry,when you need someone to talk off I wasn't there.My mum called up..Really..I had thought off if you are still thinking that I was talking to him that makes me ignore your call,I will ask my mu to tell you the truth that;s she was on the phone with me,or show you the phone bill..
I hope this thingy won't put our friendship at stake.
*I knew at that very moment you were MAD at me=.=,I felt "guilty".

Yesterday,when I got Ur message..I felt hurting..cos my darling is sad and moody,but I am sort of glad so I made myself moody too,wild imagination ran through my mind,thus I looked moody today,

[But that someone so XXXX found out=.=,in fact my close friends,Omuni found out,even WeiChun]

Yea..I have problems,dumby thingy Totally worried about my exams I guessed..=.="

Here's the things..I know it;s all about the scorpio[he's one of the bad apples among Scorpios], what a B****rd-A liar DOG!!! he really is..I am sure Buddha will take good care of this kind of dumb-ass! so much unscrupulous.If I meet him, I will stare fiercely at this B******d..Why couldn;t he just let go!! set you FREE..

FREAK JERK

Anyway,once again I am really sorry to hear you in that moody condition..My heart broke into pieces..cos Darling,you don;'t deserve this..What a b****rd!!!!

Love ya,,
*decided to post it today..cos I can't wait for tomorrow..I love you,really +)
Get well,soon Darling =)
Your b-day is coming..December..I will surely,hopefully can get myself back in time..to celebrate with you..Bless me..*muackss*

*To Dennis:
позаботиться .. Дону; т забывайте фотографии на осень=)

Wish I was sober

So I could see clearly now

The rain has gone
And though time goes by
Love is childish
I will always be with...

Between,Happy HALLOWEEN peps =)

Ciao~

也许再不会遇上另一个人
不会再爱上任何人
再也不会,不要

谁能保证一觉醒来有人陪
爱不够爱你的人才受罪

Ciao~

你那句话已逼我撤退
我要控制我自己
不会让谁看见我哭泣
不愿想起你
心痛得无法呼吸
怪自己没有勇气
让沉默带走一切
那里是否有尽头

Ciao~

THe guys that I know;officially 18

First of all, I would like to extend something to a guy that I have been knowing him for like 3 years.. He is currently out of Malaysia as he is pursuing his studies in RUSSIA,

He fell sick after a few days he reached Russia Teritorry [=.=]

Must take lots of [infinity] cares on yourself..

O ya don't eat too much FAST FOOD & LIQUOR!!![once a while could be great]

SWEET 18TH BIRTHDAY to DENNIS LIM ZHI YANG AS WELL AS BELATED

b-day wish for CHIA HAU [how sweet for you to remember what you have promised me :)]

****huggies****

Just finished Celebrating MANSON LOH CHOW LIANG 's 18th[15.11.08] earlier on my favourite day-FRIDAY =) with classmates.

However,some incidents really ruined a little the mood of celebrating[mood spoiler=.="]

*To someone;no sort of feeling like touching or a liitle surprise or special ?=.= ]:

thanks for the willingness to help writing out the points =)
as well as solved off the noob thingy..

孤独万岁,失恋无罪

Ciao~

Omuni and I =)

Omuni just back from eating sushi thingy with Apuchi..

Apuchi sort of jealous cos Omuni ignored him,
instead she was chatting with me..morenthan to Apuchi
Apuchi very sampat.. =)
But Apuchi very very love Omuni =)

Then chatting,brushing teeth at last cam-whoring =)
Took 3..but only 2 out of 3 look FABULOUS

Tada..

My eyes =.=[bit swollen]
Omuni,looks CUTE xD


=) Omuni and I =)

Both of us wearing glasses.
Both of us tie-ing the same side of pony tail.
Both of us wearing YUKATA,with cartoon printed on it.

halfway,ding-kie appeared =)

shooted badly by me XD

Thanks Omuni..chatting with you MADE MY DAY =D
Pink for Omuni cos it makes me thought of Omuni with that colour :) - color of blossom

Ciao~

The Days to be Remebered&Shared =)

Yesterday went to , The View ,swimming with MANSON, Omuni[CherriePie,yumxP] in the evening after Legal Lesson..what the... I have suffered from muscular contraction when all of us were about to . Anyway, we have been there in the morning cos no class for all of 4us.

*sob* What An embarrass history to be remebered=.="
[It's been twice this year and at the same venue]


Here are some snapshots to be shared xD

=)

*ThAT'S not liquor in the wine glass,it's just TEA :)*

Today,we went off to KFC to cure the hunger pangs..manson,ufatt and I went there without omuni cos omuni has essay to be completed.=.=
We ate and talked and laughed.While was about to finish my meal, an aunt,Malay woman she was like staring at me @.@ I was so shocked,I thought i have sth on my face or what.When I asked him,he told me,some ppl ,theirs eyes are as if staring at ppl but actually they don't.
Till then,the auty,she knew I have had known her kept staring at me .Finally,she said sth:"

Saya kata kamu COMEL;CUTE!!
I got stunt.@.@When I asked Manson and Ufatt ,they were laughing their ass off =.=
I told them I have other ppl telling me that I'm cute.They just didn't believe what I said=.=

CUTE?!

The aunty. =)

The guys.

weird xD

Anyway,during comp lesson,I realised that's sth wromg with the keyboard.
Check it out,peps :)
4 of us have had a great laughter!! XD
The numbers.

The enemy of MY enemy is my FRIEND =)

The little boy,Leon.S.t.H. ;Specialised trademark*wink*

The little Boy that I miss

is currently 7

when he was 1 month old, I was 11.

But there ain't any gap between us.
We are as if FRIENDS.

He is the apple of our eyes.
The apple to anyone that gets to know him.
The strangers that come over to my hostel love him too.

He is the most noisy of all,
And he makes us laugh more than cry

There was a small scar on his left wrist.
It was my fault.
I was too naive .
My confidence have had made me neglected his safety.
he was just 2 .
Luckily, the scar ain't that obvious anymore.

He loves to listen to the Owner of this BLOG's bedtime stories.
Although she made her own storyline,but he enjoys it a lots.
He is at times grumpy whenever you have disturbed him or made him mad.
He enjoys posting funny post with his sister.
He speaks like an adult.
His words can influence the adults lots.

There is on thing that I can't stand him.
he loves to be a couch potato.
He hears nothing except the sounds that are produced from the speaker of the tv.

He is the gift from Buddha.
No one ever have had expected his arrival.
Neither did the woman that give birth to him. =)
He has brought lots of happiness.
He is more important than my pies=)

The boy and the owner.


The laughters that have broken the silence


*hugs*

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During Legal Studies,Mrs Zenubia wanted us to draw up any trademarks we knew.
The image below drew everyone's attention.

The person's creation*wink*

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Someone,

In spring, when -woods are getting green,

I'll try and tell you what I mean

In summer, when the days are long,

Perhaps you'll understand the song.

For this must ever be -A secret

Kept from all the rest Between yourself and me

Ciao~

=.=" :) ;Swen

Being a female ;there is one problem that can obstruct you to involve any activity;especially the activities that are related to water.

The period=.=[noob];mood spoiler

This morning,class had cancelled,8.30a.m, fetched by Manson to

[click->] The View ;one of his holiday home.Between it's one of the location that has

helped on alot for the PLAN.
Ufatt[tongsae],Cherrie[omuni] &her bunnie[apuchi?] joined us too..

Everyone was in the pool;enjoying the splashing moment.
whilst I was and could just staring at them having joyous moment in the water.
staring at the sky,lying on the bench,teased by Ufatt.=.="

And being splashed by MANSON and Ufatt =.="

[I will remember it *evil smirks*]

*I remembered I have defeated him=),now I don't think I can cos he swims lots now,between GUYS used to be physically stronger than GIRLS.*

Today's Shu Wen[SWEN] ,this libra girl's 18th birthday,hope you have a nice one,honey.

sweet 18th,SWEN =)

Does it feel the same as I
When she calls your name?
I feel a kind of fear
When I don't hear your voice
Unsatisfied
I skip my pride
I used to think that was sensible
It makes the truth even more incomprehensible.
Are you belong to me?
or are you feel the same as I feel to you?
Still wondering =.="

Ciao~

over-worried=.="

It's the period week.swt..

just realised cos the pain[signal] is indifferent like the past period weeks.

cos it ain't that painful ;painful till sometimes;

I even try to use the only solution[I thought] to stay away from the pain-

committing suicide.

That's stupid apparently.
screwed by mum before.But whenever it comes[the pain] ,
I am always have such thought.=.=

*guessed is the blessings from the 9 Emperor God that it ain't that suffering.

still I am over-worried.
cos I have asked Manson,Ufatt&Cherrie ;will I pass away?[for the unknown pain]=.="
But still the worries have got to me.cos when I was about to press the aching part;it hurts.

This wound won't seemed to heal;
This pain is just the real'
It's just too much that time cannot erase

Ciao~

It came =.="

It started last night
It felt so uncomfortable,torturing
I could not resist it
It was so ;extremely pain
I am a female;
But it ain't the period pain that used to struck on me
It ain't the pain when it's the time for shitting
This pain was sort of unique;special
Cause I never feel this pain before
till last night;8 sth;after dinner
when I was about to phone Darling
as she wished

After the convo,lying like a log on the bed
not daring to make any single movement
cause I don't know what's wrong with my left tummy

Till I told someone
someone told me there's possibility that I was suffering from appendicitis
as someone's cousin sister met such situation before
This really made me pissed off...[cold shiver]
This painful swelling of the appendix can be serious
and the only way to solve it is through appendectomy=.=
It will be very pain after the surgery.

The only surgery I have had throughout my 18 years was my CHIN .
It wasn't a plastic surgery[pls=.=]
The doc sewed it up when I was Standard 3; falling on the ground
while I was having vacation in Beijing,China'
when all of us were having fun=.="[mood spoiler]

I wish it isn't true to be.
I don't want another surgery that will go to my stomach.

Still aching=.="

Ciao~

The Days

Little boy that plays with the fire will get the fingers burn!

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Yesterday, I went off to do some cycling as well as jogging to keep my body in shape alone as Dad brought mum to PG's Nan Hua Hosp. to take her medical report [whew she is safe from any diseases =)], unfortunately I met with a stray, freak DOG.=.= I was at first cycling behind it.I guessed it thought that I wanted to chase it or beat it or hurt it, it ran helter-skelter.

I ,just ignored the noob.=.="
However when I was about to make a sharp turning at the vicinity,it suddenly jumped out from nowhere and barked ferociously and ran after me[WHAT THE HELL on EARTH that I deserved such treat] I got the shocked out of my life!!! and I screamed out hysterically.luckily, frightened it off.*relieved*
[Between was being laughed by noob Malay male teens that loitered behind the area=.="]

03.10.08
Today was being lied by Dad;He told me that he would brought me to Hatyai or sth co it's seemed like ages that i have not stepped into this nearby foreign land.Woke up at 6 a.m sharp[my LIVE alarm clock@Mum voice*grins] and we departured at 7.30a.m sharp.
Had our breakfast with wantan noodles->petrol station to fill up petrol->till then dad asked us:

"Where is my wallet?" Anyone seen it?

while he was about to slide his Bonus link card. Apparently, it was left at HOME =.=" This is his old habit;die hard however[This is the other side of my dad +)]

Thus drove back to get it.Then I was rather werid that dad had used a different road to the destination that he usually do.But I just didn't give mch damn about it ..Till I saw the board with the word BETONG[เบตง] then only I asked dad. Only from that bloddy moment,I just knew that we were heading to Betong but not the familiar place-Hatyai =.="

Didn't blame much [I did a little=.=] since I have never been to this Betong, why not a visit to it? Between, I have found some benefits to visit Betong +)

1. The air/environment is much invigorating,cool,clean

2. free from the sight of hot chicks

[I meant the pros.,there is pros. nut not that much compares to Hatyai]

3. Free from traffic jam:) [cos I hate TRAFFIC JAM very very much,annoyinggg]

4. No SHOPPING COMPLEX/ MALL [Is that benefit?swt]

Between the food compare to Hatyai's food ,it sucks.*still eatable* Anyway,here's some descriptions for BETONG,Thailand:

Betong is a district of Yala Province, situated in the southernmost province of Thailand in Sankalakhiri mountain range. With an are of 1,328 sq. km, it borders the Malaysian states of Kedah and Perak. Its terrain is mostly mountainous and hilly with forested plateaus. About 1,900 feet above sea level, it is 140km from Yala and 1,224km from the capital city of Bangkok.

Betong, meaning bamboo, is named in the Malay language. It is administratively divided into 4 tambons, i.e. Yarom, Aiyerweng, Tanah Merah, Tan Namtip, and one municipality - the Tambon Betong Municipality.

With a population of around 48,487 which can be classified into two major groups Muslims and Chinese, the majority of its people are agriculturists. Climatically speaking, Betong is under the influence of the Southwest and Northwest monsoons. Therefore, there is a lot of rain and the weather is nice and cool with fog in the morning. This is perhaps how it got is name - 'A Town in the Mist with Beautiful Flowers' The world's largest mailbox is located at the Clock Tower Intersection in the town center. It was built in 1924 by Mr. Sa-Nguan Jirajinda, the former head of Betong Post and Telegraph Office and the Lord Mayor of Betong. The purpose of this mail-box is to distribute news and to give services in posting and distributing mails for the people of Betong. It is made of reinforced concrete, with a cylindrical shape divided into 2 parts - the base and the box. The circumference of the base is 265cm and that of the box is 240cm. At a total height of 320cm, it is at present used as an ordinary mailbox.

sources from :Thialand - Betong.html

This is the proof that I manged to capture.*world largest mailbox*

Notice the design?Dad told me; the designer purposely added some Burma-type design for the post office. Between,at first I thought of it is the government building till then realized it is a POST OFFICE *should know it when spotted the red cylindrical box* =.="

Next,4 of us headed off to The Flower Garden without PO and "hot spring" area[not hot spring at all,just that there is one part of crack from an unknown volcano had miraculously "planted" in Betong !

I am calling for the nature;but not anwering the call of nature =)

The flowers were wonderful so did the trees ;] Anyway, I love the big-growing roses;) especially

these =)

Anyway,the "hot spring" 's water sort of ,nope it's extremely warm.aww..when I was dipping my feet into it,I felt like*argh* so warm which was towards the boiling temperature as if my feet were being cooked alive.
Till then a Ipoh aunty told me off to stop moving,stayed my feet still and I felt not that "hot" anymore,yet felt so COMFORTABLE :)
Most of the people "fed" the water with their HONGKONG feet
*evil smirks*
for about 30 minutes.

Between I insisted sis to capture me while I was enjoying the warmth of the water,yet I asked her is it clear[the photo].

The BIG SIZE Ipoh guy who sat beside me replied,
"of course NO,cos I am blocking you guys ."
Then he moved off with giggles.so did others around!
[aww,I didn't mean about you previously=.=]

After the man left *can't help laughing *

Our "steaming" feet>,<

Between the visitors even bought chicken and birds' eggs to be steamed

EGGS

Lastly went to the tunnel where the Communist used to dig with only SPADES and live in it for a period of time. Bloody clever=)

The tunnel somehow can pass to Baling[part of Kedah] , however it has already been blocked. The tunnel is located in a beautiful,greenery jungle.OMG,the air was so DAMN fresh,as if in the heaven*exaggeration*Thus we have to walk pass the jungle before reaching the tunnel.
However, the jungle's path ain't filled with soft soggy soil,with sticky,damp decays.It's..[check out the photos below]

The path to the tunnel*the trees and plants*@.@

The things around the tunnel

The white horse statue:my Chinese Horoscope

Succulent centipede +) 15 cm long[spotted a longer one but forgotten to snap it =.=]

There is also a small stream with fresh ,clean flowing water as well as a TOK PEH KONG for the visitors to pray.

Conclusion for the trip,I saw more Malaysian rather then Thais .Most Malaysian tourists are from Ipoh,Perak and Penang.It's rather nearer for them to travel compare to Hatyai,the sourthern side of Thailand.


02.10.08
During Raya went off to visit Uncle Rozi's open house. Gosh,this Raya his wife has improved damn lot in her cookings. I couldn't resist the temptation and yea ate two plates of nasi berani with santan ayam and cleaned up every morsel in the plates :)
Between this hugry devil ate up all the corn-flakes type cookies
*She has finished all of them by her own=.="*

Cam-whoring throughout the journey*tsk*

Before the hungry devil had her meals >.<

random vains =.="

Tomorrow I'm going to get my ass; back to my study life ..sobs*

how I wish to be in home for long?

*Keep rolling,this is LIFE=)*=.="

*Thanks to Buddha as Dennis is currently safe and sound in Volgograd, Russia *whew*
Have fun with the autumn season =) anyway,drink more[infinity] water =0
as winter is fast approaching .=.="

Ciao~