I ♥ you

19.12.09[Saturday]
Before that,happy sweet birthday to Theng Seng, :)) Have a blast.
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I was so moody ,sad ,crying last night. & slept at  abt4.30.am. =.=
My head was aching,my body felt weak,shaking,my heart was pounding hard.,My tears were dropping profusely. Not sure how much tissues have been used.=.=  I am all alone in this hostel,no one except myself & the guard..Thank god that I can online and thanks to the people, Bee , Boon&Clarence. You guys are always the right people for me no matter when or what happens.
Without you guys' words or those talkings,I really don't know what to do ,except crying,helpless,clueless
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*I don't want any sense of impending doom,"you" get out of my "sight".*

I don't want any apologies,I just want you to continue living in this world.
I don't want to help fulfilling what you can't do, I want you to do it on your own,yourself.
Please don't break my heart again,please..
I'm helpless,useless,cos I can't help you to sort out things.
You are worsening the situation if you really have done that.
Please ,I love you,[I know I never say it out loud before]
Yes,I do love you very much.
Regarding the past[what you have done to me],I still LOVE you
I cannot accept the fact if I have lost you..
No ,I can't ,I might as well die.
I love you.

♥

#Nothing's impossible
Nothing's unreachable#


Ciao~

♥ it has been 2 months ♥

17.12.09[Thusrday]

It has had been two months since the cold war  started. and right exactly after that 2 months, everything seemed to be fine@Danke? Hope so, cos we haven't talk for these freaking long period .Now things just turned out to be better and better, I guess both of us have  grown up already within the period.

Seems like we can get along well,or even better. It really did surprise both of us. As I said, we haven't been talking for long,there might be possibility that we became "strangers" or a huge gap which stop us from communicating with each other .  

♥Growing up has solved all the unnecessary conflicts♥

I am still kind of amazed by the changes.

Lunch at SOHO  Bee,Boon,Jolene & Sayama
Tea at DOME with a friend.

I ♥ hypocrite[s]

I ♥ those who "stab" / bitch on me from behind, what the arfff,couldn't be bother much now
I ♥ people who break their promises. if you can't make it,don't bloody make promises.
I'm kind of allergy to the above sentences with ♥

Do bear with me

It was a good good day.

♥ the combination of clouds and the blue sky ♥

DOME

Merry Christmas in advance


#Will you stand by me

Hold on and never let me go

Will you stand by me

With you I know I belong

When the story gets told

When day turns into night

I look into your eyes

I see my future now

All the world and its wonder #

Stand by me-Shayne Ward

Ciao~

Flashing back the days

05.12.09 (Sunday)

Yesterday went to watch Couple Retreat with Bee,Boon,Jolene,Byran & Joanna with the usual people. I kept laughing especially when the kid was peeing&pooing in the toilet bowl at the room showcase.The whole movie was great as in I the shooting place .The location was in Bora-Bora Island.Totally like paradise,blue clean ocean,crystal clear sandy beach, awesome.
*Summer,Jolene's shih-tzu very fury,it needs a haircut soon [reminds me of Eben &Gwen]
*Have had a good night sleep on Jo's bed and I saw "M" high up there.
*Jo,her sis:Michelle & her mum :3 of them are like sisters,almost the same height,body shaped &have almost the same length&amount of long black hair.
*I always think that Jo &I are sharing the same height not till yesterday when we were inside the same fitting room in Summer Bay,Queensbay.

Few days ago I have watched Twilight New Moon,nice ,romantic movie and I have managed to control my screaming for the part which really freaked the hell out of me.Thanks to Joanna.Ninja Assassin was filled with lots of gruesome sight,but Rain as usual,hot ,looking guy .Not forget to mention 2012,the director is really good and the whole movie is fulled with anticipation. Still,I don't want to go through the so-called end of the world.

I went to Kl with parents and little brother ,Leon at the end of November.A day before that,I went through a long queue just to buy the bus fare,but luckily Angeline's friend was the buy queuing up in the end.LOL .This was my first-time experience going back to home town with a closed friend.I was kind of thrilled and we talked all along the journey tho we were exhausted from the first place.
 *The Kl's snapshots were all in dad's phone.will get it when I'm back to hometown ,prolly *
*I was told by mum&dad that I'm becoming more and more chubby,gonna try cutting down on my portion for very meal,I'll try my best*

My favourite photo

 

Credits to Angeline Lee

 Thanks for making my day.

19.11.09
 It was nong Nancy's birthday. We have had dinner somewhere near to Bee's condo which is the shop houses somewhere near to Island Plaza & near to the Fatty Loh Chicken Rice's shop. It was steamboat with a group of friends and toh,her bf is so funny and joyful,nice guy
*This was our first time hanging out ,splendid moment*
Sweet birthday once again,and YOU're OLD now..

Our nooby expressions.

Thanks to Toh for snapping us while we were not yet ready.

  I'm dark. =.=

Xeno Seow[Joe's brother] wrote a post on the 3 horoscopes he love the most,

Aquarius is at the 2nd runner up and I found out what he has had discovered

somehow quite true,or very true.

As well as for the 2 other horoscopes

1st runner up is libra

First is Gemini [my dad's horoscope]

Click the link in case you're interested to read

http://xenogearz1.blogspot.com

Boon,Bee,Joanna&I :)) with Keele's representatives,Mr Matthew

#I M#

Because of Lee Minwoo,

I'm indeed obsessed with the letter "M"

*I made them by myself*

Don't you know that I kissed you, was to say "goodbye" ?

I don't give a damn for a guy like you.

Ciao~

R.I.P Mr Rafiq

Date : 09.11.09

Our beloved lecturer,Mr Rafiq passed away on the 8th of November09,12 noon &was buried today 12 noon at the Batu Keramat Cemetery . 5 of us,his students [Jolene,Joanna,Bee,Boon and I ] managed to get ourselves there before he was buried. We were allowed to sprinkle our bought petals of flowers and the bouquet of white&red daisies which we bought earlier was placed on his tomb by his beloved wife. Our heartfelt to lose this dedicated lecturer who never failed to teach us whatever he had had learned throughout his lawyer's life. He educated us for the sake of educating us as he realized how "pathetic" is the given education nowadays to the students. He tried his best to teach the students well although he wasn't feeling well since the semester started.Unfortunately, in the end he couldn't fight against fate and leave us behind.

It was drizzling along the process .However,right after he was buried,the sun decided to spread its heat on us as if wanting to dry out our tears which welled up in our eyes and also had moistened our cheeks ; telling us to be strong and face the reality without the tears .

Enough said. R.I.P ,Mr Rafiq.
Forever be remembered in our heart cores. 
Our deepest sympathies and heartfelt condolences to Mr Rafiq& the family members..
*Appreciate everything you own now cos you won't know what will happen in a blink of an eye.*
#Life brief candle#

Ciao~

The days♥

Date : 21OCT2009

• Long story cut short,I was back to Pg but now home again.♥
• I thought I lost my room key which turned out to be I left it on my bed =.=
  
• Shu Wen took her braces off,but she felt that her teeth were too visible without braces. To me,she looks good without braces,apparently.
• It's raining season and the rain was just so good to us. When we were in the building,it rained cats and dogs,but when we were about to leave the building,it became drizzle & then it stopped raining.
• Kind of glad that I recognize most of the road in Pg and managed to lead Shu Wen to the right routes without any flaws. [I never been driving in Pg ==;]  
• I didn't scream in the cinema[ like I used to be ]while watching the Chinese Singaporean movie[a few scary parts]. I was keeping my eyelids shut when the scary parts were about to appear.FML.  *We didn't scream at all while others shouting likewise being chased by mad dogs,especially the secondary male students. 

some Taken snap-shots:

Haha..Their hair was being tied up ,credits to their non-stop talking mouths*

3 Standard 1 talkative kiddos .

Shu Wen,her brother & I went to Greenbox for like 2 hours +

We have fun,obviously.

*One of the drinks[6glasses] that the waiter ordered for us smelt like the washing detergent.*

FML

I made the air-con swung up as I was already freezing the minute I got myself into the bed,

Tho I have thick blanket with me.

Shu Wen slept within 10 minutes after our night conversation.

I kept tossing here and there .

*My leg...*

-I enjoyed myself very much inside the tub.♥

Singing whilst bathing with the attached radio.♥♥

-I turn the heater to the highest so that I can have my own sauna inside.

& I was nearly suffocating due to the overwhelming vapour.♥♥♥

-I nearly tripped off while climbing into the tub with my short legs.♥♥♥♥

-Before bathing,I got a big swollen on my right leg.Credits to the bed.♥♥♥♥♥

After the doctor took off her braces,we waited like 1 hours ++ for the nurse to clean off the simen and measure her teeth to make a pair of suitable retainer for her. I was dozing off for 30minutes,

because we just have our breakfast at ♥Subway♥.

Mine is without pickles.

We have the same set :Turkey ham&eggs+hot tea.

When I got into the car,I smelt so "Subway" whilst she smelt so "body shop"

LOL

Shu Wen & the nurse

Then we went to Queensbay,cos we were in Gurney yesterday.

After 2hours + walking+shopping,we went for a movie

This is not really a scary movie,but it kind of frightened us off.

*Respect & love your parents no matter they are still alive or not.*

Ps: I may look fat and thin at the same time.

I can be fat and thin anytime I want

*wink*

After the movie,were were so starved and we dined at Manhattam Fish Market .

It was my first time eating in it,cos I am not really into fish and chips.

We look better in computer but not in blogspot.

FML

♥ ♥

By the way, Happy Halloween

 I put my heart to the limit,

so there's where I'll stay &

that's why I can't go any further than this.

Enough said
Res ipsa loquitur*





♥Reading : Friends' blog ♥

♥Listening: Promise -Kim Dong Wan Ft Younha ♥



Ciao~